Just letting everybody know, fuck you. I miss it in California. I felt happy there. I felt at home.
This house is not a home. This is not my family. This is not where my heart lies. ..Le sigh.
Thanks, dad. For allowing me to feel confident. To feel confident in the only ability I feel I actually have. Thank you for being one of the few people who can actually manage to make me feel like this.
I'd want to kill myself, but it'd only make you happier. t(-.-)z
I'm going to go cry now. I'm not asking for attention, I just needed to.. vent. Signing off.
Yeah, just letting everybody know I haven't died or something. I simply gave up on my blog, although I'd really love to get back into the habit of blogging often. I really enjoyed it back when I actually did it. =3 I probably should, seeing how I still get about 7-800 visitors weekly, even though this hasn't been updated in... well, a while.